Assalamualaikum,

Petang semalam, lama gila berborak ngan 'dia'. Macam-macam topik yang kitorang borakkan. Memang bahagia sungguh lah semalam. Thanks dear. Salah satu topik yang kitorang bincang ialah pasal personaliti kita berdasarkan bulan kelahiran. We've searched the internet and found Dr Fadzilah Kamsah's list, and this is the list for those who born on March... like me... :P

Haaa, macam-macam ada. Dah lama tak update blog. Sibuk sangat lately, jiwa tak kacau tapi letih. Letih sangat layan macam-macam gelagat manusia sekeliling. Tension all the time. Tapi, memang macam tu la, ini pilihan hidup aku. So, terpaksa la aku terima. Nak nangis pun, I'm not a cry baby. So, duduk diam-diam, buat-buat tak tahu.

Last week was my department's staff appraisal week. During this week, we've get evaluated by our team leaders and managers. I was so nervous, ya la, my first appraisal for my first job. Actually my nervousness was because I don't know what to do. Do I have to prepare a document? Do I have to present something? Do I need to go through another round of interview? Haha, all those thing been disturbing my mind since the first time I've heard about the appraisal week.

However, the process wasn't that tough. My team leader has prepared an Excel sheet containing all the details of my achievements throughout the year and my job is only to argue/agree with the marks that she gave to me. Well, if you had the chance to stand up for yourself, use it-lah. You wouldn't know when the second chance will come, right. So, I stand up for myself. There were still a lot of stuff weren't in the paper. So I ask for more marks lah. Alhamdulillah, my 'assault' was a success. Eventhough just a little, still it's worth it la.

Apa-apa pun, kesian to some of my team members. Markah diorang rendah sangat. Macam tak sepatutnya diorang dapat markah macam tu. Most of their project are dpending on other people, such as vendors or IT people. So, we can't blame them 100% if they don't deliver on time. Macam lah my team leader and my manager takder buat silap. Hmmm, sabar je lah korang. Semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

Dan, disebabkan oleh appraisal week ni jugaklah, most of my teammate's mood suddenly changed. Semua orang macam dah tak banyak cakap. Semua dah sibuk buka Jobstreet, semua nak cari kerja lain. Huhu, sedih la camni. Kalau semua dah nak blah, tinggal aku sorang-sorang. Macam ni aku pun nak carik kerja lain la. Huhu.

Hmmm, itulah, macam-macam masalah. Nak difikirkan sangat boleh jadi gila. Nak diikutkan prinsip hidup aku, Let bygone be bygone. Tapi kalau dah hari-hari berhadapan ngan masalah macam ni, kena spray ngan Bygone pun belum tentu boleh settle. Hahaha.

Nevertheless, life must goes on. I always hope for the best. Always sees the glass as half full. May Allah bless us all. Ok, chow.