Haha... what a coincidence. I've opened my Gmail mailbox today and found out that there are 2903 unread messages. Well, the surprising thing is not that there is a lot of mail in my inbox but the number significantly represent my birthdate which is on 29th March (29/03 = 2903 get it?). Haha...

Pada suatu pagi yg hening, beeXan seperti biasa meluncur laju di dalam Optimus Campro nyer menuju ke tempat kerja. Seperti biasa, dia menyanyi-nyanyi sambil menggerak-gerakkan bahunya seiring dengan mp3 yang dimainkan di corong pemain audio Optimus Campronyer. Sungguh lancar perjalanannyer haritu. Optimus Campro mencilok ke kiri dan ke kanan dengan gracefully.

Namun, hujan panas suka sangat tau turun tengah-tengah hari, tiba-tiba Optimus Campro membrek (nasib baik tak transform kat Jalan Chow Kit tu) dan beeXan menyebut... "Bab*"... Ooppss... kenapala pulak beeXan yang terkenal dengan tatasusila dan kesopanan melayu timur mencar*t ni... Oh... rupa-rupanya...

It's a basic understanding, when you've got a lot to do, PRIORITISE! But, in my case, everything is priority. What should start first?

Yup, everyday the same thing happen. Just like today la. Need to choose whether to go to Perodua or AG. Both are priority. Dunno why at last I choose AG. However, still need to go to Perodua tomorrow coz I didn't come today. Aiyoo.

Basically my life has become a big non-stop marry-go-round lah. Everything keeps spinning around without giving me my sweet time to take a breath. Ok, I'll take it as a challenge. Hoping for the best!

Assalamualaikum,

Heh, don't be confused by the title. I'm talking about this site. Veery ugly. when I browsed thru my frens blog, sumernyer cantik-cantik. I'm losing my creative touch (pernah ada ker...?). Nak kena revamp-lah this site. But got no time (alasan...!). Hmmm...

Assalamualaikum,

Hmmm... awal pulak sampai ofis pagi nie. I've estimated to reach office dalam pukul 8.15-8.20, tp kul 7.50 dah sampai. Dunno why jalan clear hari ni. Apa-apa pun still mengantuk la. Penat testing dua hari berturut-turut tak hilang lagi ni. Bole tak nak amik unrecorded leave?

Yeap, I've came to the office last weekend. Testing CMS on Saturday and got DR simulation testing on Sunday. Really tiring, but have to do it. Need to make sure everything is running as per it is. Tapikan, on Saturday tu, my boss didn't show up pun. Most of my team were there, but he wasn't. Hmmm, poyo la tu. the other day bukan main lagi, ayat-ayat motivation, but come lah on weekend, and give us motivation. Whatever-lah!

Tomorrow all of the people in this whole wide world will be celebrating Father's Day, and last Friday was genap 4th year my father left us. So aku nak sedekahkan Al-Fatihah to my late father and hope he will be placed amongst those who are beriman and beramal soleh. Al-fatihah...

p/s: Al-Fatihah calligraphy image credit to http://www.islamfortoday.com

Lately there is a rumour spreading to some of my friends (not officemate) that I've already joined another company. Got the story from Rahman. Again, hahaha. Well, for all you know, I'm still here. Still loyal being an executive in this 'nasty' and 'naughty' environment. Don't worry, big change like that will be jotted down here. Nevertheless, I was surprise, coz Rahman was saying some of my friends are refering to this blog. So that means, ada jugak orang baca blog aku. Hahaha, another hahaha...

Yup, I've got an offer from another company. However, I'm declining the offer since I think there are still a lot of things to be learned here. Still got a lot of project that hasn't been finish yet. And, my ilmu still not 'penuh di dada' lah. So, kenalah lebih banyak menggali :P

Apa-apa pun, jgn percaya pada rumours. I'm still here ok. 

Assalamualaikum,

Yup, I've just watched Spiderman 3 yesterday. And as usual I was alone. Haha, well, I've got this habit of going to the cinema watching movie alone, maybe becoz I love the serenity of watching my favourite movie without having someone keep asking me about the plot sitting next to me kot. Hahaha :)

Back to the movie, it was too loooooong for me. Well, there are three villains in the movie, The Sandman, Venom and New Goblin. However, *spoiler alert*, in the end of the movie, The New Goblin helps Spidey to defeat Venom and Sandman. Yeah, the special effects was cool, however the storyline is weak. The movie was moving so fast (maybe to shortened the time) even Venom doesn't introduce his name pun. So, for those who never reads/knew Venom, they can called him The Black Spiderman with a Big Jaw and eerir teeth... lol.

Nevertheless, for all Spidey die hard fans out there, you should watch this movie lah, so your life will be complete. Just prepare yourself for the long hours in the cinema and remember to go to the toilet before entering the cinema :P

Assalamualaikum,

Yup, dah sangat lama aku tak update blog. Lot of things happen, just either, don't have the time or just don't have the mood to write it in here. Well, my past 3 months (nearly... since the last post) was full with happy and sad events.Well, that's normal la kan. Life's like a wheel, you're not always at the top...

Just like I said lot of thing happen, such as my birthday :). Yup, happy 25th birthday to me. Dah pun menjangkau suku abad dah rupanya. Hmmm, sekejap jer dah tua, still, a lot of things that yet for me to achieve. I'll try my best la.

Also, got myself a new CPU last month. Well, a present for my birthday from me! Haha. Sekarang ni best jer playin' with my PC. Everything is running smooth, the graphic is great and everything's good la. That's y tetiap hari kalau boleh nak balik awal jer. Hihi.

Tapi, my work environment sekang nie, SUCKS!!! I don't know la, whether I'm too emotional or it is a fact. I feel that my new boss doesn't acknowledge any of my work. I know that I'm supporting the legacy system and dia masuk to handle the new system, but still I'm reporting to you lah, so he should be aware jugak la pasal legacy system yang ada. BAKA!!! Ini asyik buat tak tau jer. Sampaikan all the decision kena aku yang decide. Well, I'm ok with that, at least I know where it'll go. Seriously la, really fed up with the environment. I think maybe it's time for me to go kot...

Sebab tu la sekang nie suka gila dengar lagu Pussycat Dolls - I Don't Need a Man. Yup, the man is refering to him and I've also changed the lyric to I Don't Need a Mun... why? Hahaha, that's his initial to me la.... hahahaha...

Hmmm... looking to the state I'm in right now, maybe Xanotopia will be a place to write all the sorrow I've faced. Takder motivation lah. Keje macam nak gila, last2 jadi orang gila... so change your stand, don't die for the company let the company die coz of you... bole?

Hahaha... banyak betul mengarut dlm post nie... maybe nak release all the tense I have in my used-to-be-cheerful brain. Ni kena overhaul balik. So anybody got vacancy tak?! Chowee!!!

Baru jer lepas tengok Juara Lagu ke-21 with my mom and adik. Well, got nothing better to do and this is the most waited event of the year (at least by my family-lah) so we kinda do a get together depan TV malam ni. Hihi. Sambil-sambil tengok JL, mama 'paksa' me to belanja Pizza hut (damn that ads on the TV), tapi sekali sekala, apa salahnya... huhu...

Tonight's competition was quite interesting. Even though there was a lot of new faces but the show was ok lah. Yeah, at least I'm entertained by their performance (you're so entertainment-prone). And macam biasa, competition like this, Mama, Adik and I will always have our own predictions. Macam past few years back, it was easy. We will always predict Dato' Siti to win and yes, she'll always win. However after her retirement from JL, the result will always be unpredictable. So, main teka-teka je la.

And for tonight's JL, Mama's prediction was right. Adibah Noor wins. Although my prediction was on Misha Omar, I'm still happy coz Adibah wins. Congratz Adibah. First time joining the competition, terus menang. Memang dah rezki dia tu. Apa-apa pun, if she reads this blog (wah... boleh caya ker...?) Keep up the good work ya...!!!

Hmmm... that's all for tonight. Esok nak kerja. Many things need to be done tomorrow. I hope everything will be as planned. Insya-Allah.

Memang betul... internet sangat slow lately. Bosan pulak nak access internet. This is all because the earthquake that strucks Taiwan the other day. So, some internet cable underneath the country was damaged and it affects all users around South East Asia.

So now, just have to wait lah. TM reported that they may need three weeks to rectify the problem, hopefully they hold to their words lah. Susahlah nak torrent and everything. Life's kinda dull without the net.

It's been a while since my last post. A lot of things happen, and so I've been busy with my boring life. Everyday I'm tryin' to come up with an interesting post to put in here, but as always, my head start cramping every time I started to type... hihihi...

Sekejap aje dah 2007. I feel like baru semalam jer masuk 2006. Tapi, macam biasa la, life goes on. Still working in the same company, although baru jer dapat a new boss, but the environment sucks. No further comments ya coz some of my colleagues are reading my blog also mah. Hahaha, to my officemate who happen to read this post, just keep it to urself ya. And to my new boss (aiyoo, he got time to read this blog ka?) Welcome aboard.

Many things happen in 2006. Sweet memories, sad memories, kiranya macam-macam ada. Semuanya nak test our faith whether can withstand all Allah's cubaan & dugaan. Alhamdulillah, masih lagi bertahan. Tapi masih banyak kelemahan yang perlu diperbaiki dan masih banyak kekurangan yang mesti diatasi... cewaahhh... bersandiwara plaks... apa-apa pun ganbatte to myself...!!!

Apapun, I would like to wish you all, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 and SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA 1427H. Semoga segala apa yang kita lakukan will be blessed by Allah. Amin...

I think it's a little too late for me to do this however this is me... hihihi. Apa-apa pun, as the sole crew of Xanotopia, I would like to wish all the readers (is there any?) 'SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI DAN MAAF ZAHIR BATIN'. May Allah blessed you all during this festive season... Amin.

Hahaha... my last post ada mentioned bout my boss is resigning. And you know what, on her last day, she wrote an e-mail and mail it to all my colleague. In her e-mail she gave us some advice and what so special about the e-mail is, she commented everyone individually. Wah, never tought that she was this observant before. Hihi.

The funny thing is, her message to me. It sounded something like this la, "You've got potential, don't let your emotion get over you", aiyoo, am I that obviously emotional? Huhu, maybe sometimes kot. Well, can't cover mah, I think I need to buy a big mirror and put it on my desk, so I can observe my facial expression so people won't notice when I'm emotional. Hahaha.

Anyway, it doesn't hurt to be emotional lah. Maybe, sometimes jer it bothers you. Ya la, bila dah emotional, your mind become weak, and when your mind become weak, you cannot work. Apa-apa pun, my emotional-self in controlable. The remote control is still with me. Can't be emotional all the time mah. Nanti cepat tua... :P

Pic: Pic shown above is not my pic. That's Andre Aggassi tryin' to be emotional like me. Although my face is much more better la bila I'm emotional. Takde la teruk macam tu. Hihihi (pic credit to its owner)

Apa-apa pun, it's been great working with her. Hope she doesn't forget us and may Allah bless her with her future undertakings. And I hope she'll be replaced with a better boss. Hopefully...

Pic: My boss in yellowish green baju kurung with the rest of my team-mates.

Assalamualaikum,

Hari ni hari pertama umat Islam di Malaysia menyambut bulan mulia, Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. Jadi, di kesempatan ini, ingin saya mengucapkan Selamat Berpuasa dan semoga kehadiran Ramadhan pada tahun ini membawa lebih banyak pengertian dan semoga semua amalan kita diberkati Allah. Amin.